I feel like restricting again, and going low carb again, but I’m scared that it’s going to go out off control and I really don’t want to go back to that place again. But it’s so tempting and I find myself planning low carb meals and stuff, like as everyday go by the temptation gets stronger…
Anonymous asked: Please, make the first step. Recovery is hard. Recovery is worth it. Recovery is beautiful. Stay strong. Make the right decisions. <3
Thankyou <3 I feel like I need the support and not just from counselors/parents etc but from people who really understand how difficult it is deep down I know it is worth it but sometimes I have my doubts thankyou for your support x
Sorry for not posting for like a week. It’s because I’ve been trying to recover and eat normally by myself, and it’s been ok, but I felt like I didn’t know how to post on tumblr, like as if I don’t deserve to be posting about anorexia and eating disorders when I felt like some disgusting fat pig. But now this blog will be more health sided rather than skinny. But all that depends on my recovery I suppose. But I don’t think I want to go back to how I was…
Reality Escapes Her… (clipped to polyvore.com)
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m-iette asked: The post about lunch at school was my favorite tumblr post ever in the history of tumblr. I am now following your blog this is great c:
awwhh thankyou :) x but im trying my hardest to get better and eat normal meals and not let other people affect me stay strong x
I’m trying to eat normally and healthily, but I find it more difficult to eat normally around people in my school…like buying lunch and stuff anyone else with the same problems?
I really want to recover right now, sometimes I get these epiphany moments where I’m like, right, I need to put on weight and eat normally, I NEED TO RECOVER!
But then other times I feel really fat and depressed and just want to keep on going
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I have to go to this group therapy with other people ‘in my situation’ at the Royal Free Hospital CAMHS every two Wednesdays, I’m wondering if anyone else goes there or just any group therapy because I don’t know how to act?
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I don't even know what I am right now. But I do know I have problems with food but I don't feel like I'm 'good enough' to be classed as anything.
